Perforation Problems

If left to my own devices I stay up too late. I don't do the dishes, I don't put food away. I leave pairs of my shoes all over the house, in the middle of the hallway, next to the coffee table, by the back door. Why do I wear so many different pairs of shoes? On Tuesday night I tried to clean up, thinking it'd be a productive way to get my 10,000 steps for the day. But by Wednesday night it was messy again, so what's the point? I've gotten a lot done this week, both for clients and for myself (cleaning the printer heads on the O&C printer, picking up a card order, buying supplies for camping this weekend, laundry, going to yoga class, putting away all the clothes that were piled on the guest room bed, cleaning the guest bathroom for Clyde's dog sitter), but now on a Thursday afternoon it doesn't feel like enough. Productivity when you work for yourself is a tricky thing. When you go to an office, you end up feeling like you're doing your job just...

I used to do this thing when I was younger and feeling dramatic and emo in that way that only a teenager / early 20-something can – I'd sit at my computer, wanting to write but unable to, listening to music and feeling the immense weight of the world on my privileged, naive shoulders. I'd start typing the lyrics to the songs I was listening to in time with the music, as if it were a way to sing with written words, each letter shaping into existence on the screen like notes in the air. She put him out like the burning end of a midnight cigarette. That's one of my favorite images ever. It was a bit of a game – can I type the words fast enough to keep up with the music? Can I space them out visually on "paper" so they mimic what I hear? The life and times of a young English nerd! If only everyone could experience the joy I feel in typing out someone else's single, perfect phrase. Yeats or Bieber, it doesn't matter. I don't spend a lot of time l...

Sitting in a coffee shop, supposed to be writing. Two writing projects in my head – one of them a new one I was excited about a few hours ago. But I'm tired, and my head won't settle and focus. I have a headache, a dull throbbing in my sinuses that's been plaguing me all week. Weather changes fuck with my head. My stomach feels a little empty – what am I going to make for dinner? Should probably figure it out before Michael heads home from Cincinnati. It has to be something he won't mind eating but something that doesn't blow up my attempts to be healthy. What haven't we had in awhile? Do I have time to stop at the grocery after this? We have no milk. My mind skitters to a phone call I have early tomorrow morning, and the work that will come out of it. He's a doctor I'm interviewing about relationship counseling for a campaign for a client. If I don't get enough info out of him – or the right info – it's going to make the content harder to writ...

People who leave chicken bones on the sidewalk. There are trash cans everywhere! Use an effing trash can! Do you not care about ANYTHING?  My dog who insists on eating chicken bones left on the sidewalk and making me pry them out of his mouth.  Designers who change my copy just because they feel like it and never even let me know. Of course you know better than I do. It's not like I actually researched keywords or do this for a living.  People who send me an email and then immediately call me to let me know the contents of the email they sent.